God's divine grace

Lying on my bed, listening to gospel songs, I am really exhausted. Mentally and physically drained from the amount of work in the pharmacy. What is the main purpose of internship? I am lost. Everyday, I am pondering over the likelihood of myself passing my final. Honestly, I really want to become a qualified registered pharmacist at the end of this year. It is easy to say "you will pass". If you are in my situation, you will feel that this goal feels so far away and hard to reach. It is just as hard as reaching out for the sparkling stars above the beautiful sky.

Can you believe that I used to be someone who doesn't have any purpose in life. Death always pop up in my mind. I have this thought that I will die eventually so why should I bother to do this and that now? I felt very empty and this might be the cause for my self-diagnosed depression. However, after committing myself completely to the Lord, I strongly believe that there is a purpose for living. =) God's Grace has saved me from my feeling of emptiness to feel the numerous reasons to live. 

1 Peter 5:7 Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.

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Psalm 37:5 Commit your way to the LORD; trust in him and he will do this:

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Psalm 55:22 Cast your cares on the LORD and he will sustain you; he will never let the righteous fall.

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Proverbs 3:6 in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.

Proverbs 16:3 Commit to the LORD whatever you do, and your plans will succeed.

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Matthew 6:25 "Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes?

Matthew 6:34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

Amen! 

John 3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believe in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.